hey guys,its seafox.sorry i havent posted in a while.a lot of stuff has gone on when i was away.
1.some of you guys probably already know this but im struggling with depression.
im ok.i really am
life goes on
it kinda hurts
im getting help.i dont know how in the world i could keep up my happy face,if it wern’t for my friends,and my family,and LDShadowLady,and instagram,and books and music and trombone,and youtube,
inside it feels like i have a person within me who is contradicting everything i know which is right,
when i feel this way,
i turn to seafox blog
i keep telling myself
and about 50 % i can make myself believe it
but the rest,i stop
and feel nothing
these days,im in an ok mood,but
other times in in anything but
i can talk sometimes
and smile sometimes
and feel happy sometimes
and be alive. 99 % of the time
life goes by
its a veryy complicated thing,life
thank you readers of the internet
and snowy plover (check her blog out! snowy plover derp)
i love you guys
you guys mean so much to me
do i to you?
i hope so
did that sound selfish?
it probably did
im sorry if it did
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im definetly tiring you out with all this strolling.
anyways i’m glad i have you guys as lifelines 🙂
did i freak you out with all that luvey-duvry?ok ill stop.
ilysm seafoxes ❤
see ya later bby ,
random music stuff
Halsey -Colors(Audien Remix)
Hellberg – The Girl(ft CZ)
Flume – Say it (Illenium Remix)
Paris and Simo – Reunite ft Patrick Moreno and Aloma Steele(Galloway Remix)
my mood these days